i know i am strong :))

I want to cry, cry and cry .. 
pour all my grief in my every tears .. 
why my life like this, God? 
I know this is what you want, what's best for my life.  
I'm not nearly strong enough to withstand all the pressures that come insistently to destroy my liver now .. 
I wanted to run, run and keep running, chasing the dream of the more far away, leaving me alone which was struck blindly hope for a better life, which has long been my dream, I long to have forgotten everything .. 
i am Henny Febryane, I love my tears, I love myself, I will not go on like this, just crying lament ongoing life as a cruel era, I would like to continue to survive, must be able to survive !!!


i know i am strong :))